Dreams Still.

I had that dream again last night. It's starting to freak me out, and I wake up worried that I've failed again. I end up feeling like I'm stuck failing. It makes me not want to even think about school.

Dreams

I've been having a recurring dream.

In it, I'm in school again, and it's November. And I haven't been attending classes, and I don't understand the material being taught. Then I learn that the midterm either just happened, and I missed it, or that it's coming up in a day or two. And there's no way to make it up. Then I learn my marks are low, and that there's no hope. And I end up feeling this massive hopeless feeling that I can't shake off.

That's where I usually wake up, and I remember that I'm not in school yet. It's starting to worry me.